5 days (half way)

It's a little surreal today. I seem to be moving in slow motion. Like being in a daze somewhat. My sense of smell is quite heightened which makes working difficult. Any time someone starts a truck I almost choke on the fumes. On Tuesday at volleyball my B.O. was horrible yet nobody acknowledged it when I mentioned it. Maybe it was worse for me. I think my taste may have also been effected, but my diet isn't allowing me to prove that. There's still that white coating on my tongue that's been there since Monday night. I continue to make a deliberate effort in brushing my tongue a lot. I'd rather be brushing my tongue anyway because my teeth are sharply painful when brushing them. Tomorrow morning it's saltwater time again (yay-read sarcasm). I wonder if my stool(liquid it will be) is going to have that strange yellow/green color like on Thursday. Funny how on Thursday there were flax seeds floating in the toilet bowl after not eating for over 3 days. I am curious what will be there tomorrow. Am I losing my mind?

Dar and I just finished watching Kingdom of Heaven and it's put me in a different frame of mind tonight than other nights. I think it's the thought that people claiming to follow the will of God, whichever religion, were and are capable of horrible deeds. Maybe it's best to let God choose sides if sides are to be chosen. Peace